Speak & Smile

Emotions go haywire then in a mere few hours I feel like I’m on top of the world. It’s funny the mountains we must surpass but it’s incredible when we overcome them. To a brand new day the excitement is bursting.

Hold your tongue, don’t allow for a relapse. Unfathomably indescribable is the moment you lose purpose; the moment you become a mere mime. A mime in a world of time bombs. Everyone passes by only see the exterior motions, unbeknownst  to the cries and pandemonium inside. Its amusing the knowledge they think they see. Pondering over whether to disarm the shield or reignite its flame. The only thing to do is carry on, and continue on. It’ll surface one day, be ready. I know you are. 

Day to night, it comes and goes. How blurry our vision, our sight becomes. It is not goodbye to what has been but hello to the brand new day. Oh how I wish, oh how I may, to see it from far away. Tis not rerun but it is renewal. Good luck to me, to you - my heart filled friend.

I calculate what I have done over this past year, down to this very second, and I am astounded by how much change has come about within a short years span. Each moment, each decision, each set of question and answer, it all matters. Everything in life matter. I have been tested on so many different levels in a variety of aspects of life. If I’ve learned one thing this year, I’ve learned to follow my heart. In the end, I end up going in that direction anyways. Its just which path I decide to journey along, the easy or hard path. This is my moment, I just have to take hold of it and take advantage of it. “I’m tired of looking around trying to figure out who I am supposed to be, I don’t want to be anything other than me.”

So this is College Life eh? I got this. :]